Saturday, February 10, 2007
i'm here again. for what? i dun know.. just feel like typing a new post for my poor blog. lame? i know i'm lame..
seriously i dun like CNY. haha.. especially this year, i dun even have the mood for it. probably cos of my final exam is coming soon ba. no CNY goodies this year, no 拜年, no mahjong, no cookies, but only lecture notes.
i really dun know when is my coughing getting better, cant be like this when in the exam hall what? very paiseh ler. scared i got tuberculosis(TB) man!! also dunno who is TB carrier then transmitted to others. cough and cover ur mouth can or not? at least use ur hand, if can buy a facial mask?! lol~
yesterday sofina's mother called me, asked for her strange behaviour recently. i really think sofina changed a lot after the attachment on jan, she was sick after that. after one week from the sickness, she was siao siao already. everyone said so. it's like she can talk for hours to anybody, behave weird during lessons(ask weird weird questions), now she says she got dunno what song album and ask everybody to buy. she said she wanna get 4.25 of GPA. then i told her it's impossible, because have to get distinction for every module. (4 is A, > 80marks ; distinction is top 5% who gets highest mark) lol~ i dun know why she'll be like that. everyone is worrying for her. at first i thought it was because something happens to her family, but it wasn't. her mum asked whether she got any bf or bad friends. i said No.. but Why? nobody knows. perhaps she is the only one who knows. pray that she can get back to normal asap as our exam is coming very soon. pray for her ba.
well, everybody seems to have their own problems, only God knows all of them. our Father will help if we ask for it. if we dun ask, He will never know we need help. that's what candice told me.
mm.. if i happen to leave this world, i must be very happy and exited, serious.. cos this world wasn't Eden Garden anymore, when Adam and Eve had eaten the forbidden fruit. this earth is full of discriminations, conflicts, sufferings, pandemic, natural disasters, crimes wars.. i want back to the side of my heavenly Father. however, before that, i've my missions to fulfill. accomplish what i supposed to do.
gonna back to my notes, prepare for my future. haha.. no la, cos one of the staff nurses told me that if we can choose to go the department we interested in after we graduate. of course good result can go better place la, e.g. operating theater(OT). i wan i wan!! emergency department also not bad. can learn many things there ma. but OT is better la. no need to contact with patients directly, i mean by the time they come in OT, they already being sedated. so i'm studying for my future. sounds nice right? at least it makes me feel better la.
k la, crap a lot.. u all should have experience eyes pain la. so sorry for that. fighting!! ~~ love ya^^
seriously i dun like CNY. haha.. especially this year, i dun even have the mood for it. probably cos of my final exam is coming soon ba. no CNY goodies this year, no 拜年, no mahjong, no cookies, but only lecture notes.
i really dun know when is my coughing getting better, cant be like this when in the exam hall what? very paiseh ler. scared i got tuberculosis(TB) man!! also dunno who is TB carrier then transmitted to others. cough and cover ur mouth can or not? at least use ur hand, if can buy a facial mask?! lol~
yesterday sofina's mother called me, asked for her strange behaviour recently. i really think sofina changed a lot after the attachment on jan, she was sick after that. after one week from the sickness, she was siao siao already. everyone said so. it's like she can talk for hours to anybody, behave weird during lessons(ask weird weird questions), now she says she got dunno what song album and ask everybody to buy. she said she wanna get 4.25 of GPA. then i told her it's impossible, because have to get distinction for every module. (4 is A, > 80marks ; distinction is top 5% who gets highest mark) lol~ i dun know why she'll be like that. everyone is worrying for her. at first i thought it was because something happens to her family, but it wasn't. her mum asked whether she got any bf or bad friends. i said No.. but Why? nobody knows. perhaps she is the only one who knows. pray that she can get back to normal asap as our exam is coming very soon. pray for her ba.
well, everybody seems to have their own problems, only God knows all of them. our Father will help if we ask for it. if we dun ask, He will never know we need help. that's what candice told me.
mm.. if i happen to leave this world, i must be very happy and exited, serious.. cos this world wasn't Eden Garden anymore, when Adam and Eve had eaten the forbidden fruit. this earth is full of discriminations, conflicts, sufferings, pandemic, natural disasters, crimes wars.. i want back to the side of my heavenly Father. however, before that, i've my missions to fulfill. accomplish what i supposed to do.
gonna back to my notes, prepare for my future. haha.. no la, cos one of the staff nurses told me that if we can choose to go the department we interested in after we graduate. of course good result can go better place la, e.g. operating theater(OT). i wan i wan!! emergency department also not bad. can learn many things there ma. but OT is better la. no need to contact with patients directly, i mean by the time they come in OT, they already being sedated. so i'm studying for my future. sounds nice right? at least it makes me feel better la.
k la, crap a lot.. u all should have experience eyes pain la. so sorry for that. fighting!! ~~ love ya^^
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[Saturday, February 10, 2007]
Name: PauLinG Tan
